and yes, we craft in dust what time cannot claim

Fragile matter,
eternal questions.

here lie             the fragments of the lives she became.

read more…       dossier.       connections.

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and yes, we craft in dust what time cannot claim

Fragile matter,
eternal questions.

here lie             the fragments of the lives she became.

read more…       dossier.       connections.

english name.   marin han (used professionally; “marin” chosen during her time in amsterdam by her stepmother for an ease of pronunciation.)
korean name.   han ji-ah.
date of birth.   november 2, 1997
place of birth.   jeju-do, south korea.
gender.   cis-female, she/her.
relationship status.   unattached; emotionally selective.
occupation.   Assistant Professor of Comparative Literature.
known languages.   korean (native), english (fluent), french (intermediate), dutch (fluent).
education.   B.A. in English Literature & Philosophy at Universiteit van Amsterdam (2015–2019) / M.A. in English Literature at Yonsei University (2019–2021) / Ph.D. in Comparative Literature at Yonsei University (2021–2024)
about family.  
father. architect, remarried, lives in amsterdam. biological mother. deceased, was a florist. grandmother. lives in jeju, owns a restaurant.
pets.   a brown shorthair cat named milo, lives with her in seoul and zoro, a golden retriever who is her father and stepmother’s dog now.
eyes.   deep brown, reflective, often unreadable.
hair.   dark brown, soft and loose; rarely styled, always effortless.
height.   168cm

mbti type.   infj-t.
alignment.   true neutral with altruistic tendencies.
signature scent.   soft musk, bergamot, and paper.
hobbies.   writing, film photography, traveling, ballet, Geommu (traditional swords dance) tennis, seaside walks, candle-making, flowers, watching films, collecting books, soft jazz, cooking, tea rituals, observing people.
positive.   perceptive, empathetic, articulate, loyal, poised, quietly ambitious, introspective, emotionally intelligent.
neutral.   private, restrained, romantic in ideals, sentimental, nocturnal, meticulous, contemplative, understated, elusive.
negative.   avoidant, self-critical, guarded, indecisive in affection, prone to overthinking, emotionally distant, quietly self-sabotaging.
likes.   rain, espresso, paper, dusk, solitude, bookstores, linen, letters, silence, candles, cello, poetry, rivers, airports, sincerity, film, handwriting, touch, warmth, autumn, sea-glass.
dislikes.   crowds, pretense, noise, haste, small talk, cruelty, fluorescent light, routine, arrogance, humidity, gossip, shallowness, deadlines, disruption, confrontation, forgetfulness, pity.


HER * ORIGINS, LIES BELOW.


she was born in jeju, a place she remembers more by feeling than sight salt in her hair, wind cutting through tangerine fields, her mother’s voice dissolving into the sea. her mother, a literature teacher, died when she was seven. she remembers the funeral only as flashes of white fabric and voices speaking too softly to be real. after that, her father moved them to seoul, remarrying a european woman with a kind face and a foreign accent. her stepmother called her marin, saying it meant “of the sea.” she never corrected her, but the name always felt borrowed something worn but not owned.
childhood, for her, became a quiet kind of endurance. she learned not to ask questions, to blend into rooms, to observe. her father, a man of precision, believed silence equaled strength. her stepmother tried tenderness, but it often came wrapped in misunderstanding mismatched lunches, strange lullabies, the wrong perfume. she grew up fluent in detachment; it became both her armour and her language.
in her teenage years, she turned to books they didn’t require her to respond. words felt safe, predictable, and patient. she left for amsterdam at eighteen to study english literature and philosophy, where anonymity suited her. there, she learned how to appear whole charming in classrooms, silent in her dorm, keeping people at arm’s length while secretly craving to be seen.by the time she returned to korea in 2019, she had perfected the art of absence. she earned her ph.d. in comparative literature and now works as an assistant professor at yonsei university, specialising in memory, loss, and the fragments people build identities from. her students describe her as composed, distant, endlessly graceful the kind of person who seems untouched by anything. they don’t know how much effort that takes.in her apartment, stacks of unedited essays gather dust. she spends evenings re-reading old journals, trying to piece together what her memory refuses to hold flashes of water, firelight, a name she can never recall. she claims not to believe in past lives, but sometimes, when she dreams, she wakes with the taste of salt in her mouth and the faint ringing of chimes.work has become her way of staying grounded; the classroom, her only stage. she speaks of literature as if it were anatomy how grief lives in language, how memory disguises itself as structure. every day, she rediscovers herself through the words of others, even when her own begin to fade.

ARC 001 : MEMORY OF EMBER SILK.

Late 14th century (circa 1370–1400 CE)

She was once known not by name, but by motion—called only moon ryeo by those who dared whisper. Born beneath an eclipse, in the stone corridors of the Ember Temple, she moved as though the world itself were ink on parchment, and every gesture a word in a sacred, secret language. Her childhood was a labyrinth of disciplined steps, veils, and blades, each lesson a ritual, each strike a law carved into the air. The temple walls were lined with shadows that watched her grow, silent witnesses to a power both terrifying and exquisite.Her dances were never for praise—they were prophecies. Each motion bent fate, each blade sliced possibility into sharp fragments. Veils, soaked in myrrh and twilight, clung to her like living shadows. She moved across marble floors steeped in history and blood, her every step an articulation of beauty and terror intertwined. The Emperor, a man obsessed with permanence, summoned her. First as muse, then as shadow, and finally as possession. He demanded her obedience, her artistry, her loyalty. But when she refused to execute a child accused of treason, his admiration curdled into wrath. The temple burned. Her order was destroyed. Her name was erased from every scroll, every record, every memory except her own.She survived. She moved through fire and smoke, blades weeping with memory, each step a testament to defiance. At the palace gates, she danced one final time—not for loyalty, not for vengeance, but for freedom. Her body spun like a comet across the stone, each strike of her twin blades a language older than the throne. In a single, precise motion, the Emperor fell. As his life fled, a curse curled from his lips: “You will remember, even if the world forgets you.”Now, reborn as jia, she moves through the modern world carrying echoes of rhythm and steel. Her limbs remember choreography older than any stage, and dreams hum with music no one else can hear. Sometimes, in the quiet, beneath the skin, she feels the tug of silk veils, the weight of swords, the memory of fire that never truly dies. When she stares too long into flames or listens to the wind stirring against the city, she bows her head without knowing why. She always remembers the final dance, and the world still trembles in the echo of her steps.

ARC 002 : THE DROWNING GARDEN.

1910–1925, post-dynastic, pre-modern transitional era of Korea.

There is a forgotten garden in Jeju—overgrown, veiled in sea wind and the hush of tall silvergrass. It hides behind a nameless teahouse, one whose signage has long peeled into nothing. Locals walk past it without pause. Tourists never find it. But she always does, like breath returning to lungs.At its center hangs a fig tree, low and gnarled, its limbs dressed not in fruit but in glass wind chimes hand-blown, imperfect, swaying like suspended tears. When the wind moves right, three always ring in unison. They resonate in the hollow of her chest. She remembers hearing that same triad the first time she met him—the soft ting that slipped into the air as sunlight fractured across the street. At the time, she thought it was coincidence, some street musician or passing bell. But no. It was this. This tone. This note that knew his name before she did.In the garden, he once waited under the fig tree, arms wrapped around her in a quiet reverence, laughter caught between waves of wind. She loved him in a way that demanded no promises, only presence—an unspoken tether threading through years, cities, and half-forgotten letters. When the wind stirred the chimes, she felt the resonance of that love echoing through her chest, a pulse older than memory, softer than fear.Sometimes, the garden returns to her in dreams transfigured. The chimes glow blue. The fig tree blooms with ribbons and paper seals. Beneath the tree lies a child curled under moss, lips parted not in sorrow, but remembering the warmth of being held. The sound comes again: distant, slow, like bells tolling from beneath the sea. When she asks the teahouse keeper about the chimes, the quiet woman with storm-gray hair only smiles. “They ring for those who were taken by water,” she says. “The sea keeps what the world forgets. But some names cling like tidefoam.”She doesn’t speak of it often—that life, that love. The fire that tried to erase her. The breath she couldn’t find. But here, in this sliver of Jeju, she feels the shape of him curling back around her. The wind pauses when she passes. The chimes stir even when there's no breeze. In the margins of an old notebook, she writes: “I didn’t die in fire. I drowned in memory. And the sea still keeps him.”

and yes, we craft in dust what time cannot claim

Fragile matter,
eternal questions.

here lie             the fragments of the lives she became.

read more…       dossier.       connections.

CONNECTIONS.  
@desecrantazereal once existed in her life like light through lace—gentle, unspoken, almost unreal with remaining scent of his. the time took his name, his face, his voice. sometimes, when she passes a stranger wearing it, her heart stirs not with memory, but with the ache of something she once knew by soul alone. 
@spoiledsinsthey say memory fades, but hyejung feels like a name stitched beneath her skin—familiar, tender, almost sacred. she doesn’t remember a sister, not truly, yet she dreams of shared laughter, of hands clasped in rain. every time she meets hyejung’s gaze, something in her settles as if she’s finally returned to a home she forgot she lost. 
@rageinpashis voice found her long before he did—low, haunting, threaded through her dreams like waves calling her home. in waking life, she knows him as jimin, the man she both despises and drifts toward, again and again. he carries a truth she isn’t ready to face — the memory of who she was, and the reason she drowned. every time he speaks her name, the air shifts; it feels like remembering and breaking at once. 
@violetseokstba. 
@infeliciterstba. 
@urlavailable plot.they spent summers together in Jeju near her grandmother’s house, before life pulled them apart; decades later, they meet again in Seoul, unsure how to bridge the years.
@urlavailable plot.they exchanged letters years ago through a literary column — she stopped replying after her mother’s death, but one letter never got delivered.
@urlavailable plot.someone who rents the flat below hers; she only knows their life through muffled sounds, footsteps, and a single note left by mistake.
@urlavailable plot.an old university friend who disappeared without warning and has now returned. now much older, changed, and carrying stories she’s afraid to ask about.
@urlavailable plot.an author/publisher—someone tied to her work world, technically off-limits. they understand her ambition but also see through the walls she builds around it.